There are moments in life when God allows us to see just enough to keep us moving forward. Not the full picture, not the finished work—but a glimpse. A promise. A quiet assurance that He is present and that He is working.
This was one of those moments.
In the midst of seeking healing—for my wife, and yes, for myself—I found my heart drawn to the character of God in a deeper way. Not just what He does, but who He is. Mercy. Love. Faithfulness. A God who redeems, who restores, who calls His beloved back to Himself.
I felt undone before Him. Aware of my lack. Aware of how easily my faith can waver, how my thoughts can drift, how my understanding can fall short. And yet, even in that place, there was no rejection—only invitation.“Come, and let us return…”
Not come when you are strong.
Not come when you have it all figured out.
But come as you are.
There are things I do not understand. I see my wife walk through cycles—improvement, then setback. I feel the weight of wanting restoration, of longing for her to be fully healed, fully strengthened, able to run and not be weary. I see the needs around us, the desires placed in our hearts, and I bring them before the Lord knowing that He alone sees clearly.
And yet, in the middle of all of this, God gave a promise.
“After two days will he revive us: in the third day he will raise us up…”
I do not claim to understand His timing. I cannot define His calendar. But when I read those words, something in my spirit came alive. Hope rose—not because I could measure the outcome, but because I was reminded that God is a God of restoration.
He allows the tearing, but He also brings the healing.
He allows the trial, but He also binds up.
And nothing He permits is without purpose.
There are seasons where we are brought low, not to be destroyed, but to be drawn closer—to learn dependence, to be shaped into His likeness, to receive the faith of Jesus rather than relying on our own.
What I hold onto is not a formula, but a promise.
“His going forth is prepared as the morning…”
Just as surely as morning follows night, God’s work moves forward. It is not delayed. It is not uncertain. It is prepared.
“And he shall come unto us as the rain…”
Gentle. Life-giving. In His timing.
There is something deeply humbling about realizing that I cannot produce what I desire most. I cannot force healing. I cannot create restoration. I cannot even sustain my own faith apart from Him.
But I can return.
I can follow on to know Him.
And I can trust that the God who began this work is faithful to complete it—in His way, in His time, for His purposes. Being confident that he who has begun a good work in you will complete it.
This moment, this day, becomes a marker. A stone of remembrance. Not because everything changed outwardly, but because something was spoken inwardly.
Hope was given.
And that is enough to keep walking.
God’s promises are not always fully seen in the moment they are given, but they are always faithful in the time they are fulfilled.
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